Monday, July 25, 2011

Changing on the inside

I woke up from a bad dream this morning and felt my heart racing and immediately thought - omg how awesome! I'm getting cardio in my sleep! bwahahaha, I guess that's how you know when you're too in to working out. lmao. Also, like a couple months back, I was driving the car down the road and as I saw a speed limit sign posted, in my head i spoke what i was seeing to myself and said 'oh its only 30 calories per hour through here'. :)

Lol... it's just odd to me to notice these sorts of things because it's easy to notice my physical changes. My mental ones are the ones that I'm constantly being surprised by. Last week or the week before I kept having these 'bad' dreams about sitting somewhere eating on one cupcake just licking the icing off the top with my finger. The icing was never ending and each time i picked a piece of it off, there was always tons more left. I woke up in a cold sweat as if I had just had the most horrible nightmare and I felt sooo guilty! This time last year that would have been a really good dream, followed by no guilt! lol.


  1. It's funny how a little perspective can change everything!

  2. yeah and how you never even knew you needed a change of perspective until it's happened.

  3. Those are some crazy dreams, hilarious. When you find a 30 calories per hour zone let me know. ;)

    New follower here, you have come so far it's awesome. Feeling inspired!

  4. lol thanks! im just now seeing this. but i saw you posting comments on someone else's blog earlier and already decided to go follow you. lol.